Drawing a line and grabbing the seeds!

[cire2]

Since the website changed i haven't been able to post from my blackberry. First time i've had a chance to get online.

Kerry don't worry about being blunt, i need to hear it.

Sandi, what happended was some bad choices by me and then letting her run over me with the guilt. I have since had a chance to get an apology from her for her poor behavior, albeit 2 years later.

Trying to be more consistant now as opposed to my jekyl and hyde that gets me in trouble with the fairer sex.

Update, a couple weeks back I took another woman to the bar where my XGF works and decided to see if she'd get jealous. After many drinks and some prodding the other woman and I began making out in the bar. I know- very high school and childish.

It sure worked and was she pissed!! I got hell for that and now I have know idea what she's thinking. We began to talk a bit randomnly as she would text me and ask questions and make accusations as to what I was doing.

After about a week and a half I did see her again and it was cordial. Then out of the blue she shows up at my house one morning. Some small talk happening but I wasn't sure what the reason was. It became apparant after we ended up in the bedroom.

Can anyone explain women to me?

We are talking a bit but it is really weird and it feels like she's pulling back, so i'm trying to give her space.

I do seem to be my own worst enemy at times.

cire