Hey, no one deserves that treatment. But, the question is do you want to save the M. If you do, it isn't going to be easy - I am finding that out as well. And I hate to tell you, but it will get harder, a lot harder, before it gets better.
Unfortunately, we LBS's have to bear the burden of continuing to try to save the M, of shouldering all the responsibility for that right now. With that also comes some very difficult emotional times. It's ok to have those feelings of sadness, anger, resentment. Just have them away from H. Do you have a friend or family member you can vent to? Have you sought out a counselor for you?
