he was back, i think

[mdoodles]

im sitting here not too happy. i guess i have been naive, or simply not willing to let go.

and he doesnt make it easier for me when his behavior towards me shows the complete opposite of people looking to split legally.

i should be stronger, i should hate him, i should move on and never look back. it sounds good to say, its easy for people to say.

its not that easy.

and the ow? when there is someone else, it hurts double.

and yes, i realize he cant be all that into her if he is still "cheating" on her.

i see this isnt too much about me.

i really think my h doesnt want to be a family man.

in the settlement letter, he is volunteering to give me full custody. who does that so quickly in the first attempt at a settlement?

i even wonder if he knows what the letter says, this is all too weird.