I guess this is one of those times times I need patience. Because my H is busy on the phone with OW (IA), he does not have time to talk to our S when he calls with a question. S knows why. This freaking kills me. How the he!! can H just drop his kid like that? He is continuing to lie. Last night H supposedly went to work but phone record indicates he was talking with OW then called in work for 2 minutes, then came home. I am so pissed right now...I would love to ream his a@@. I know I can't but my blood is boiling. I want to try to save M but seriously, at moments like this, I wonder why. I don't deserve this.


Me: 39 H: 39
S: 15
M: 18 years
Bomb: 6/3/09
H moved out: 10/15/09
H moved back:5/30/10