confused.....want to do something.....

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just been catching up on your posts as Ive been super busy lately...

I want to maintain who I am as my own entity. I must keep intact my dignity and I will not tear myself apart for him.....I will not be desparate. I am WOMAN.......I need no man to make me whole....if he wants to leave, he knows where the door is!

This is such a strong positive attitude, I like that. I am trying to hold on to bits of that too for myself. I will be thinking of you over the weekend. I hope it goes ok. Try and keep calm and upbeat, look how much you have done recently with the move and everything, you did it, let that confidence show. I guess all you can do is listen to what he has to say bc you can't change any of that. Thats how I felt anyway when I saw H yesterday after about a month!

So sorry to hear about your dad. Its good he is positive and in good spirits. I imagine it must be a hard situation.

It also sounds v good with meeting people from your new job, I'm glad they seem nice and it will prob feel good to get in there and get busy when its time to start full time.

Hang in there and sending you good wishes for the weekend.