Seperated

[LitlHopeAlwys]

So its been a while since I posted anything about my sitch.

I went for a bike ride on Saturday, and ran into the W on the road that I had chosen rather then my normal route. What are the odds? Yes its near her house and a common road to get use for a back road. She stopped and we talked for a while about sandals for S3 that she had bought and a party that he was going to on Sunday.

I left her a dozen roses on her car the other night - she called and thanked me said that they are pretty, and that she gave them to my mother from S3. Because she does not want her mother's cat to try to eat them.

I haven't had much communication with the W or even contact with S3. I have just been working in myself, right now finding it difficult to keep a positive attitude.

I called the W from work today, to see how both she and S3 are doing. All she would really talk about is how she wants to get a dental implant for where she is missing a tooth. I asked her if she would like to go out for dinner in honor of S3 moving up in pre-school - she said that she would rather not.

I feel that no matter what I do at this point, I am having problems finding positive signs, there has been no conversation of anything to do with us, and it feels to me as if the W just wants to pretend that I never existed.