Thanks for thinking about me, and I'm sorry that my sitch has caused concern for you.
Tim...stay positive, and never let what you see happening with me or anyone else affect what you feel, want or what you are doing.
Tim,
Weighing on me may have been a bit strong but it does make me think about my sitch and the fact that I cannot get lax or allow myself to take things for granted. I must continue to work on me and do things for me and not spend any more energy on my R than I have to at this time. My W may be driving our R but she should not be in control of me and thats what your current sitch has reminded me.
I am concerned about you because I know how it feels to read the things your have read and to lose total trust in the one person you should be able to trust completley. When your awake you want to sleep and when your in bed you stay awake.
I have not posted to you lately but I am following along and know that you need to do what is best for you and only you.
Take care and get out this weekend and enjoy yourself.