It just never ends does it. Hope S3 feels better today. I know the feeling you are talking about and like we have talked about in the past it is hard but, you have to work through it. Time will tell. Call your Insurance and ask about C's they cover if you haven't already.
I am busy at work but I will try to call you.
J
You don't get to choose how you're going to die. Or when, you can only decide how you're going to live now. ~Joan Baez