Not doing so well today. D20 came home from work last night after dropping off coworker again. Guess married womans car was at exh's. I need to tell my daughter I don't want to hear this stuff but she herself is irritated and angry with it so I don't want to deal with that alone.

Why am I surprised? Why does it still hurt? I really wish he was more like the typical WAS who just kept walking and never opened his mouth or looked back. My IC (when I was going) said I am so incredibly lonely that any crumb from anyone even exh makes me feel better.

Today...starting over again!


Me: 46 FWS: 36
Married and Divorced 4/07, Pregnant 7/07,False R 7/07
Baby Girl born 3/08
Kicked him out because OW: 7/08
5/10 He realized what he had and lost.
Moved home! REMARRIED 3/14/11!!