I would like to meet with her and confess all the things that I did to try and manipulate her. If I do she may see me as totally crazy and it may destroy even the slighest chance that I have. I know that it is something that I will have to do sometime for myself at least so that I can forgive myself for my errors. Or do I just wait it out and see if she will call me to meet. I am meeting with an IC in two days for the first time. Any thoughts?
NOPE. Don't TALK about it, just DO it. Talk is cheap anyway, and it will only weaken your hand to be so confessional and pleading and supplicating.
Can you tell us more about the various "bombs" you allude to in your signature? You really haven't given us much about what happened, or how you responded to it previously.
