Snodderly I second what SC said. I too respect your opinion more than you know. That is why I was worried that I had upset you. I sure didnt want to offend you. You have helped me so much.
IRMAC, keep on keeping on. You are stronger than you know. Just so you know, I have those days were I get so mad at myself for even thinking of my xh. I say what I said before...why in the world do I want someone who doesnt even want to be with me. AND THEN some days I can just cry to think about what has happened and miss my xh soooo much. I dont miss the man he is now, but the man he was. Sometimes I feel like he has amnessia and doesnt know who he is. I have even questioned why I am the one suffering, when I am trying to live right. BUT I know that GOD has helped me through more times than I even know and I couldnt have made it this far without him. IRMAC whatever you do, dont give up on GOD, GOD sees way down the road and knows whats best for us, put it in his hands and let him do the work, he doesnt need our help. It know how hard it is to go on with our lives, but we can do it. Just put all your trust in GOD. Believe in HIM with all your heart and dont give up.
