W was out of town so BFF dropped youngest off at my house prior to soccer. Later on I took youngest to soccer. BFF showed up at field with D to watch.

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This bit on @alive's thread caught me: "what you can currently live with without compromising all of your integrity and self-esteem?"

....house, BFF, not part social world, maybe I'll date - but nothing serious, here's ALL your stuff...

I just want to get away from it.

I changed some bills and bank stuff. Took my ring off (for now).

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It's hard to practice compassion sometimes, and this by far has been my hardest challenge yet. I know at some point I will have to work through it. For right now I need a break.

"My actions are my only true belongings. I cannot escape the consequences of my actions. My actions are the ground upon which I stand." Thich Nhat Hanh