Im sorry about the jumping around Im new to this and didnt realize you are only supposed to keep one thread. I went to MC today and he thought my wife pulling back was a chance to see if her true emotions woul come out! Boy was he right when I told her I wasnt going to change the mail forwarding she got real mad and hung up on me. Later she called and apologized! Then said she wanted the girls to be in a safe environment where they will be happy. She asked me if I could do that for them! I love my kids dearly. today I took my youngest daughter to lunch,library, and then we came home watched a Shirley Temple movie and ate ice cream. On the way to the library she said" dad do you still love mom?" I said "yes honey and I love you too!" She answered thats what I thought too" God bless her she is my little angel! That girl has about the tenderest of hearts. She once got upset at my wife for killing a spider. She loves life itself and cant stand for anything to be killed! Even WEEDS! LOL! I love her so much and hope that this journey will come full circle someday. Its funny we were at the ball park the otherday and my YD said dad can you go out to eat with us and I looked at my wife for her response and she said she didnt care. Now I know in my heart she did this for her because when we arrived there my oldest daughter put herself first in the booth with my wife across from me.She quickly leaned over and switched seats with my daughter so as not to be seated across directly from me.This action alone quickly reminded me of our situation. How painful sometimes those little things can be. We only think its small at the time but then again every forest fire starts with a small match! I let it go as I know there is one place for my heart to be and that is with the Lord above HIS MAJESTY!
