I hope you are right about something good coming 'round the corner! I welcome that sort of change, in whatever form it comes, but know I have to be more patient than I ever thought I could be. This could take a long time!
Of course I want that chance for a new R to be with my H and deep in my gut I just don't feel we're done. But if my instincts are wrong, along with a sense of peace after praying about it, then God has something else in mind, and I will cross that bridge when I get to it.
Yes! I will be more active in my next R and never take it for granted... or stealing a line from your sitch, never say that we're D-busted and just coast. 'Family time'... yeah, I had my own definition and ideal of what that should look like. Man, I was stupid! Oh well - there will be a next time, and if I can't learn from my mistakes, I'm doomed to repeat them - and THAT'S JUST NOT GOING TO HAPPEN!
