Just snooped on my W's email.

She tried to send me an email but ended up sending it to herself. I'm not sure if this was deliberate or not - that's how little I trust her now. It read:

Hello GH31,

I have been in Bournemouth staying with [mutual friend of ours].

My flight arrives at 8am, hopefully I will see you at the airport.

W


She did talk before she went about spending time with this mutual friend of ours who is gay. So, I haven't received the email but I think that she tried to send me one. She hasn't tried to send any to OM as far as I can see.

To be honest, it has been over 5 days since I have seen or had contact with her. I am realising just how poisoned my life is at the moment as a result of battling for my marriage and having her in it, like toxic waste has flooded it. I have been speaking to either my mother, sister or father every day for emotional support and working as hard as I can. I feel more focussed at work than I have done for a very long time - trying to channel my die-hard, competitive nature into my work.

Saffie & Sara thanks very much for staying with me here.

Last edited by GH31; 06/17/09 02:12 AM.

Me: 46
W: 46
T: 23
M: 20
DS12
DD11
DS5

W left: 01/28/08
Discovered OM: 02/26/08
W back for 9 days: 04/08
W returned 05/21/08
EA/PA - 01/08-07/09
W's MLC 2008-2014 (realised this much later)