robx,

Thanks for putting things in perspective. When you put it that way, I do understand the depression. Now why can't my W get on a board like this to get some clarity?

I also like what you said about the attraction. It matches what aliveandkicking and others have been saying. Funny how I used to be that cocky, confident guy, then it took the words "I want a divorce" to knock that right out of me.

I'm trying my hardest to channel that guy once more. I'm trying to get myself under control as I'm feeling that I act like a suck-up to her. I don't mean to, but the minute I'm in her presence, that wimpy suck-up comes out. I am disgusted with that though and I'm trying to snap that out of me.


M-43 W-40
2D - 9 and 5

Emotion, yet peace.
Ignorance, yet knowledge.
Passion, yet serenity.
Chaos, yet harmony.
Death, yet a new life.

RECONCILED AND WISER