Mmmmmm, I have just been rereading my posting......
I have felt over the last few days like a rollercoaster; I am detaching, no I am not, yes I am etc.
After reading the above, not sure whether I am detaching.
I am keeping busy, working, socialising and resting. But I guess I miss my old H, not eh new one that he has become. I want to be strong, I dont want to be feeling as if I need him to make me complete and happy.
And he seems so disinterested. Does dropping the rope/detaching mean that you close the door? I x