Have you asked your church for help? I think you should go to the pastor or someone and see if anything is available. They may be able to tide you over for a bit. I know this is hard, I never in my life wanted to file the big bad "B" but I really didn't have a choice unless I wanted my 13 year old to raise his two sisters. It may be something you have to look at. I hope you find an answer.
kat
Me-53(and learning!) S24, S21, D18, D17 Just keep swimming, Just keep swimming. Dory