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I just want to know if I'm doing the right thing.


About what specifically?

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The Black Dog is lurking around again.


The Dog can't handle truth, strength, and PMA. So let's just lob it a Mojo bone and scare him off. (ABC) Do you know the D & E part too?

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For a while I believed there was a chance but now not a word. Part of me is sad but part of me just wants out because I'm so tired of the BS. I so tired of getting put through the wringer for this person.


Expectations will cause a free fall. Make a note of it.

Tired - "fatigue makes cowards of all of us." So take care of yourself.

The trip question will work itself out, right now you need to tend to your needs. You can handle it.
Cheers


M22,H45,W45 S21/18D12
Retain faith that you will prevail in the end, regardless of the difficulties and at the same time confront the most brutal facts of your current reality, whatever they might be.