Yes, I admit, even through all the years of hell, I still have a place for H in my heart.
So does that make me a weak person? Or anyone who still loves their H. I don't think so. I think it makes me a stronger person.
See, we can stay angry and bitter because of all the horrible things we have gone through. Or we can hurt, forgive and move on. But we always have to be respected. In the beginning, I had no self respect. now, I have learned it is how I let people treat me, is the way I will be treated.
I think it takes a much stronger person to forgive and move on.
We haven't spoken in a week. I am ok with that. Four years ago this month he left. He didn't speak to me for 2 weeks before he left.
I was confused. Today, I am actually happy with who I am.
