Not feeling so great. Just thinking about how manipulative my H has been. I asked him to sign some papers so I can start the move back home. He refused. But he asked me to sign some papers for taxes, I did it right away for him.
I am feeling used and is seeing the way that he points the finger at me and accusing me of making accusations of not trusting him to make me do what he wants me to do.
I feel that I am at his mercy right now. If he doesn't sign off on my papers, then he can accuse me of kidnapping eventhough he mentioned numberous times that he would help us move back to be with my family. I guess now that the time has come to pull the plug, he is having second thoughts about the kids being so far away.
I keep thinking he should have thought of that before inviting someone else into our M. Wouldn't it be better to work on M together with a C together? So now he has been to C, he says he is more engaged with kids the once a week he sees kids. But he is totally over me.
I just feel I am still under his thumb. I tell him what I want but without his cooperation, I can't really take the kids away. I don't want to be arrested.
Me:39 H:40 S:9 D:7 First Bomb ONS:June 07 Second Bomb OW: March 08 Separated: March 08 M:15 yrs T:18 yrs H deep into A with OW Achieved ACCEPTANCE May 30, 09
