Inspiration is something that comes from living a life that no matter how painful it gets at times you embrace it at some point in your life and become. You have times that you were not the you that you are meant to be for whatever reason, but you do not settle and remain. You perservere through the pain with acceptance for your part and understanding of the part your partner has played and because of this you become YOU. I am whole heartedly sad that you are going through the pain, but I am inspired and awed by your becoming. And that sir, is why so many find you to be an inspiration.
Love, peace, and chicken grease! Shawna
"It is excruciating pain. It is the pain of separation, the pain of loss, the pain of dreams and expectations unrealized. It is the loss and death of a mirage."