Yes, my kids are my life, my reason for being.... having constant contact does help me feel whole, and a lot better.
I am worried about D, her situation isn't good, for her father says she's just eating healthy, but like most of us, he enjoys his denial. Her condition is a part of her drive, her straight "A's", her need to be constantly near perfect, and it is beginning to take over her life. Food is quickly becoming the enemy, and when she does eat, she makes sure she runs.... what she needs most is to feel control in her life, to feel that her needs are important, her feelings, heard, and she needs the quiet time or down time she has only found at home. The stress of all that has gone on has gotten to us all.
Coming home won't fix everything, only time and a feeling of security will begin the healing.... then the work will begin.
Hopefully July will be full of miracles, the kind of miracles that come from above.
As for my health, I can honestly say for the very first time, it's not me holding up the process! I hope to hear something today about my appointment with a Rhuematologist, then of course it will take a while before the appointment date...but I have time, lots of time to deal with this.
Now, all I have to do is get a little sleep... sleeping when everyone else is awake is difficult sometimes.
Jeremiah 29:11 For I know the plans I have for you.........
