After reading 25's post above, I checked the website you posted myself. She is totally right. What is the matter with you?
You are becoming extremely obsessive with your W to the point that now you're blaming her for all the problems you are going through. I read through your post and not only was it sarcastic in the way you put down the C who is helping you, but it was the same, look how my life just sucks.
I can also hear the mood changing from being accepting to getting angry and you putting thoughts in your head of what you want to hear. You even went back to complaining about your daughters.
You want to know what God thinks? God wants you to treat others as you would like them to treat you. Jesus died for your sins even though the whole world ridiculed and condemned him. So stop putting on this 'oh woe is me' attitude on and acting holier than thou when it comes to your W. Love and forgive yourself and her and move on.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
