The Black Dog is lurking around again. Looking for fresh meat.

I was so content yesterday but today so conflicted. As I think back a few weeks ago to all the baby steps we'd made toward each other. For a while I believed there was a chance but now not a word. Part of me is sad but part of me just wants out because I'm so tired of the BS. I so tired of getting put through the wringer for this person.

Visit with psy is Wednesday and not a moment too soon. Gotta discuss this stuff. Find out whether I should still go on that trip or not.

"My actions are my only true belongings. I cannot escape the consequences of my actions. My actions are the ground upon which I stand." Thich Nhat Hanh