I wish there were a way to fix this but there simply isn't.
Hanging on would be painful, stupid, irresponsible and land me in a lunatic asylum. Letting go will be painful too - not just sadness over W but of my way of life, memories etc. And I have no idea what will become of this baby.
I cannot say that I respect my W and I definitely wouldn't trust her with anything. How can you honour someone who is pathologically and chronically dishonorable?
Whilst much more numb this time, I am in shock mode and have barely eaten in days. This time I am much better able to focus at work.
Me: 46 W: 46 T: 23 M: 20 DS12 DD11 DS5
W left: 01/28/08 Discovered OM: 02/26/08 W back for 9 days: 04/08 W returned 05/21/08 EA/PA - 01/08-07/09 W's MLC 2008-2014 (realised this much later)
