I wish I had some great words of wisdom. As best you can, hang in there. Stay on the path you are on. Work with your counselor and work on yourself. I am really sorry that you find yourself in your current situation. I am very new to this but I keep trying to tell myself...take it one day at a time.
Me: 39 H: 39 S: 15 M: 18 years Bomb: 6/3/09 H moved out: 10/15/09 H moved back:5/30/10