Although I haven't commented on your stitch, I have been following it, and am truly sorry for your news.

You will have your bad days and your good days, but you will be ok. You are still young and have your whole life ahead of you, and I can totally undertand the PA part of it pushing you over the edge, because I would feel the same way you do.

Take care of yourself.

me: 37
H: 44
Married for 18 years this june
S7
S3
porn issues, and much more... since 7/06

Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.