That old saying of "when it rains, it pours"....comes to mind about now. So sorry for everything seeming to hit you when you are down. That is what seems "unfair". I heard it said a long time ago that life is never fair, but God is always fair......He can't help but be fair. I think God gets blamed for a lot of "life's" unfairness. Not saying that you have done this, but people in general. Was thinking about you talking about that word and the first thing that came to my mind was that our definition and the dictionary's definition is probably different. I believe we think of fairness as being "just". Doesn't seem like any justice about you losing your job, does it? Times are getting hard for a lot of people. I agree that if you stay positive and place your faith in God to provide.....He will. Don't sit at home and worry about all this until it makes you sick, okay? Get out and hit the pavement (as they say). You will find something.
Take care, Sandi
It is not about what you feel should work in your M. It is about doing the work that gets the right results. Do what works!