Trying to detach from the madness!

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MIL just called to say goodbye before they headed back home.

We made small talk but I could tell she was trying to feel me out for my reaction to Saturday's episode. I told her I thought it was sad, but I won't say anything to him as I am no longer his wife. I did say I will not have baby around him like that again though and that I should have left the second I knew he was drinking.

She said nobody is going to say anything to him as he knows what he did wrong and probably feels bad after making promises he didn't keep. She also said that he was doing better but maybe had a little slip! Is she kidding? She said he is going to his AA meetings once a week but I said they were court mandated and once he didn't have to go he won't.

They are so fricking in denial. I swear I think I am the only one in his life that has any boundaries! No wonder he hates me so much.

Oh, she said when he was crying on his grandfather at the wedding he was saying he didn't understand why he couldn't stay married and committed. That he has children, but yet doesn't know why he can't be a family man.

I don't even know how to begin analyzing that.

Today is a visit day. Wonder if he will show?