I've got to spend some more time on this. We did some deep therapy once after the separation during which I really spelled out the correlation between what I am experiencing right now and my childhood issues.
So you are using your childhood coping techniques to deal with adult issues? Probably coming from a position of fear?
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You mentioned "composure." I think I need to work on that. How to keep my composure without feeling stifled.
Does your fear cause you too lose composure? Is what you are doing improving your life? Would a wise and loving AAK be able to handle things better?
M22,H45,W45 S21/18D12 Retain faith that you will prevail in the end, regardless of the difficulties and at the same time confront the most brutal facts of your current reality, whatever they might be.
