Newbie (again)

[dday101798]

Thanks Mish, I hear ya.

I broke and sent a email just wanting to know why it would matter if they were in fact seperated. So we shall see.

I am happy and content with myself. But, I have missed everything she promissed. My XW was only affectionate when she wanted to be. Hell on our own wedding night when she is supposed to be and was the most beautiful woman I ever saw, she told me at our reception to stop hanging all over her and let her breathe! WTF?

We never did the simplest thing like hold hands while walking in public, seldomly in the car did we after the first 6 months of being together. So I have missed out on a lot. And that is exactly what we did Saturday, it was wonderful

Truth be told, I wasn't searching, we just met up at a hockey game, starting chatting and came to find out we both were have missed out on a lot and both had feelings going back almost 20 years, so now that we're single again, what the hay, let's see where this goes. So I guess that's why I'm not overly upset about it. We were supposed to open and truthful about everything.

She knows I still love my XW, and so I put the ball in her court and asked, if I lived with XW and had no kids in the house and told you not to contact me, how would you feel? What would you think?

Got my scissors out and propping the pole, ready to cut.