Time to settle down, you were doing so great this weekend,and then you continue to jump the gun and remind him of why he left. The constant pressure.
He will come at you again to satisfy his need. You will have to physically restrain him, and tell him to leave. That you will not be some booty call girl, Time to get his act together before he gets the benefits. This should be your attitude.
You can do this, you did it this weekend, until you totally come off the rails.
Remember, everytime you backslide, you add more time to the recovery period, think of it that way.
Burt
Hey dburt. Thanks for your input, and I appreciate the encouragement. But did you read my latest posts? I got a major revelation and emotional outreach from H. It was mostly initiated by H and I responded with as much restraint and detached love as humanly possible. This was all post "totally coming off the rails", and I am reconsidering the severity of my backslide. I do not plan to let him make a booty call out of me...I already stated to him that I wouldn't.
