I know what you mean. It's just a matter of perspective. My marriage vows mean something to me, and I love my wife. And even though things are what they are, I still would like to spend my life with the mother of my children. Will I get another chance? I don't know. But I would sure like one! But I will go on if I don't. I am a better man, and a better father already...and I'll continue to work on and better myself...regardless. 'Living well is the best revenge'. I don't mean revenge toward her either...I mean against the bad things that life sometimes deals out to us. I rode my bicycle 44 miles on friday! That's my record so far! It made me feel super too! Just a short while back, I couldn't imagine me ever doing something like that. I'm in better shape now than I've been in for about 18 years!
"Always go straight forward, and if you meet the devil, cut him in two and go between the pieces." - William Sturgis, clipper ship captain, 1830's.
