Oh and I think you're right on about the "sensing" bit from her. So I've also been trying to project as many positive feelings from me as possible and not seem needy or not trying to seek reassurance from her. I do what I do because I want to do it and not because I expect something for those actions.
See I can be taught!
You are educable! That makes you the 2% of us...seriously, I just threw that number out. Fact is, WE can and Do change, IF we want to enough. Period. We want it badly enough, we go get the tools to do it. And you are. Which will sometime soon make you, a man only a fool would leave. No matter what, you will be alright.
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