Thanks for your words of wisdom and I'll be getting to each one individually shortly.
Just journaling right now.
Everything was going well this weekend. She seemed a little more positive and upbeat. One thing did bother me though. This evening, I decided to call my mom at the hospital since she's been watching my grandmother there for over a week. She's been staying there every night getting very little sleep, so I figured I'll have everyone call her to cheer her up. I specifically ask my W if she could just say 'hello' and she refused. So I had my D's call her. I was disappointed to say the least, but I tried not to let it show to seem okay with her decision.
I guess I'm more ashamed or feel sorry for her that she's changed this dramatically. My mom loved her like a daughter and even now calls every now and then to see how my W is doing. She supported us too since the beginning, letting us stay at their house while we were saving up for money for our own.
Yet my W couldn't spend 30 seconds just to say 'hello'.
I know everyone's going to say it's because she's uncomfortable, or ashamed, etc. And I understand. It's just sad on her part. Plus she's a nurse who's supposed to be the compassionate one.
Oh well.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
