It's MY life now!!!........

[Silent Chrleader]

Well, I'm doing pretty good even if I do say so myself.

I had so much I wanted to do to ge ME together and it seemed to be overwhelming me, but this weekend I made a huge amount of progress! I got the house cleaned up (which was a huge chore from all the moving in and moving out with H, kids, etc....) Still a ton of remodeling stuff to do, but it's now tidy and clean and comfortable.

S18 and my brother went up to dream house with H this weekend. It was the first time S18 has spent time with H in months! I was amazed that H let my brother go too. I think that was S18's idea, but I was surprised H agreed.

H has also been in touch with my mom asking her to do some stuff for him like check out geting bedroom furniture for the dream house at Goodwill and such. It doesn't surprise me he is getting stuff for out there as he has talked about renting the place out....... but it's funny that he asks my mom for help. My mom does it because H has helped them with keeping my step-dad with job (he works for same company H works for). But, it's still funn that H would ask because he has expressed that much of his problems with our life together was my family, and yet I have been the one learning to set boundaries with them and he is spending weekends with them, etc.......Weird.

I did some grocery shopping today and this week I am getting back on track with my diet, and exercise, and sleep schedule, and meditation.......basically time to get healthy!!!!

I also have decided to stop all activity on dating. It was good for me to see that there are options, but I am not there right now emotionally and I gotta work on me.

Onward and upward!