Trying to detach from the madness!

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I am glad I went. I know there are the exh supporters no matter what he does. I am the villan. Whatever.

Exh should have truly kept up with the community service on the weekends. He is back to his binge drinking. I believe he let loose at the local bar last night as well.

Today he was texting me and was annoyed as i didn't get back to him right away. Baby and I were at church. He got angry as it wasn't the Catholic church where he (and I) both grew up. I said if he wanted to be actively involved in her spiritual life then he can have part of a decision. He backed out of that one.

Then he sent this: "I know you don't think much of me as a person, but I am really not that bad. I am not perfect but I do love you and I love our little girl."

I came back with a smart a** answer and then shut it down. You don't love someone and do the things he has done and continues to do.

This afternoon his texts got all messed up...a sure sign of drinking. Its all downhill now.