He came in the house (had emailed from his office which is at the house)...I said, "that was an incredible photo."
He said "yes, it seems like a different life to me now." I did a little inner spin and then just said "ya" or nothing, can't remember.
I'm going to need to get some help here. I want to get my kids to sleep and then try to post succinctly what is happening.
I've got to do something because I am spinning to much and I need to have a clearer idea of what I am doing rather than feeling something is being done to me. I feel like I am getting left over and over and bits of my heart just cracking apart...slowly...but, maybe the slomo makes it so I can see more clearly.