Sorry you are on this site, but there'll be many people here to support you through your situation. You may want to give us some more info. and background. Are you living in the same house?
Unless you are an addict, adulterer, or abuser, the other guy is NOT better than you. Be kind to yourself!
Me 40 WAH 43 T 4 years M 10 months stepson 9 H left 1 month ago No D filed