(G--I'm completely confused by the post about the tyre/tire conundrum/response)
But, Kev, do G's ideas about the exercise where you finish the sentences about yourself as you would like to be. With adjectives, not goals in the descriptions.
"I, Kevin, am _________. "Maybe it'll be "artistic", or "good with computers" or "I Kevin, enjoy _______ " and other than poker, which is FINE, add three more. Even if you have not done them in years...
You need to see that you have NOT always been miserable. Nor will you always be. Unless you choose to be. (Do yourself a favor & Look for faithfulH's thread around here too, if you can. He's in your area at the moment.)
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