well the store is really closing today. unbelievable.

we are out alot of money, i guess i shouldnt even think about it.

i feel bad because my parents had given us a majority of it, never expecting this would happen.

im nervous now that h left a great job for the store and now what will he do? totally overwelming.

i get what he was saying, i get the business wasnt doing well, i get we were scammed. i get it.

but i didnt want it to close.


no wonder my shingles is chronic.


me: 31
H:29
Son:5
m:8 years in november
t:10 years
first bomb: 10/06
moved home: 3/08 out again 5/08
ow bomb: 4/08, since summer 06
d filed:6/08, on hold 6/08
moved home:3/09 out again 5/09