you are doing a good job just getting through each day and trying to tolerate this situation. I agree, limbo is miserable but we are stuck in that place because unless we ourselves want to file divorce (which I keep wondering if that feeling will eventually take over for me) then we get to live in limbo until the H.'s figure our their next move.
i can relate to your feeling of wanting to share life with someone again. I also miss my H., regadless of the GALing. Its really hard to understand why they don't miss us, or if they do, why they don't show it in some way.
hang in there today...talk soon.
Me 30 H 33 together:10 years married:5 years Separated: 1/23/09 living apart 5 mos and counting "when you reach the end of your rope, tie a knot and hang on"-FDR
