I like the idea of a counselor but we live a 24 hour drive apart.
She tells me that the difference is that I was telling her I want to work it out.
The day I was sent home she said she wanted to "try again".
I just thought is was the same ole stuff of keeping me around just out of fear but this time I tried to just get away from her for a while and I ended up in bed. Full of regrets.