Hope today was better than yesterday for you. I hear you about faking GAL and PMA.
For me, sometimes is it genuine, which is better than when I first starting trying to, but there are still a lot of times, most often I would say, when I have to fake it.
When does your H get back from LA? Are you still dark? I need to stay dark this weekend while back in home city but just arrived and already am wanting to crumble and call. H. had mentioned to me last week on the phone that "maybe we could get together when you return next weekend" and I am determined not to contact him. If he doesn't contact me, than clearly he doesn't really want to see me. Its so hard though.
Anyway, will check back with you later. Thanks for hangin in there with me. I agree...we chicks really do need to stick together through this painful mess!
Me 30 H 33 together:10 years married:5 years Separated: 1/23/09 living apart 5 mos and counting "when you reach the end of your rope, tie a knot and hang on"-FDR
