itsy thanks for stopping by its hopeful to believe xh will oneday become a better father i remember all our M before criseshow important this was to him
Trusting I hope X is really moving because all he seems to me is worse worse than ever before in the crises He is distant( I also have a really hard time connecting with him at all everything is business between us now) I feel he is always lying..nothing he says can be believed aT this point How can the OW live with such an insane man one who lies constantly..im sure he is not honest with her
so im still working on my GOALs for the month ask XH for nothing expect nothing practice being happy with my life and my reality
peace
married 14 years H 42 bomb 2/07 IDLYA D final 3 /09 M ow D ow
Ive been seeing XH at work latly more since brother is out of town he looks terrible you can see the depression all over him he looks like he is thinking?? I wonder what hes thinking still distant R remains cordial work conctact and we get on well professionally since I am now his secretary weird!!
I let Friend go again now I realized the attraction I had to friend I think b/c he had similar traits( not good) he seemed familiar as XH passive agrressive I believe?? so hopefully I will not pick him up again It has not beem an easy ride with frind either so to let others know who consider dating to be careful I definitely do not want to pick another like my Xh It would one thing to restore M and work it out with XH and bring family together and another to pull in a stranger to work the same stuff out I would rather pass and attempt to attract someone with better character traits/more maturity
as we do not want to pick the same after all this work peace
married 14 years H 42 bomb 2/07 IDLYA D final 3 /09 M ow D ow
