Ken Thanks. I know your sitch had taken a similar path to mine....working, progressing...and bombed again.
Feeling very focused...very strong today. Getting ready to head out of work early, do some work around the house and head out with a buddy tonight.
Wife has had plans all week to go out with SIL and a friend, and part of me is wondering just what's going on..is this the night...is he here yet?
The other part of me knows that I cannot control her, or stop her if she wants to let things progress with him.
If this had been the first bomb, and I was the old me...had not found DB yet...who knows what might have happened.
Some times I want a little of that anger back...that passion to do things even though I know they are wrong in the long run...but right now..today...I am at peace with myself.
Is she?...can she really be happy with what she has done and feel no regrets after this past year?
Doesn't matter at this point. There still is no hate...there still has been no firm, vocalized decision from either one of us. This limbo is tolerable at this moment because I still hold out a little hope, but I know that won't last and will deal with that as we move along.
