Today is a blessing....my D16 is now D17....17 yrs ago I gave birth to a beautiful 9 pound baby girl...who remains beautiful today inside and out...we have actually been celebrating for 2 days now...she has been smiling and we have been laughing...took her and my S11 to dinner last night after S11's baseball game..nice just the 3 of us....
D17 went to sons game with me and when H arrived he walked right by us...not even a look...never came down by us or anything..S11 came out of the dugout several times to come sit with us and chat...after the game we left...got in the car and H texted me and said son played well...I said, "always does"...and then I said, "D17 is amazed at how fast he was"...he said, "she saw him"...I said, "she was sitting right next to me and had he come said Hi, he would have seen her"...wow...then he said, "I looked at you once to say hi but you looked away"...I said, "I wasnt paying attention to him but if he looked my way he would have seen her....I didnt tell D17 he didn't see her...would break her heart...
H sent her a card for her birthday in the mail...just a simple card and Love, Dad...D17 said he did more last year, that he's not even trying anymore...So, see, she is testing him...unfortunately he's not getting it but he's "in love"...
H is taking son today for the night, actually asked if he could for the very first time in a year and a half...I about fell over...but I am hesitant to let him go...afraid he will take him to OW house again...kind of got some anxiety with that..S11 said yesterday he didn't want to go anywhere...broke my heart...today he is so so about it...
But I will not let H ruin my D's bday....his loss...he misses out again for the 2nd year in a row...I hope he loves his greener grass....
Treese
H 49 M 45 D 23, D17, S12 M 25 T 31 01/07 OW H at my door w/proof Bomb ILYBINILWY 06/07 Sep 01/08 headed for the greener grass, Mar08.B#2H has child who is 9 11/08 pos.paternity
