Trying to detach from the madness!

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Well...another major milestone is done. Second daughter graduated from high school yesterday. I had to fight back tears the whole time. I kept looking at her sitting there all proud and happy...ready for her future and thought about how far her and I have come in the past few years. It was rather rocky for a few, but now we are so close.

I saw from a distance exh's first exw and her new family along with exh's daughters. They look so happy. Her new husband has NO idea how much she is still involved in exh's life.

So, today is exh's mothers wedding. I have decided to go for just a little while. Its going to be hard to bite my tongue if anyone starts talking about our sich or how good exh is doing.

Exh was texting alot late last night. Wondering if we were ok, sleep good, etc. Wonder what twisted thoughts are going through his head? Wonder if he has a twang of guilt or sadness as he is the only one that keeps blowing up his family?