so h showed up again this morning before going to the store.

i so think its so he can see me in my pajamas! lol

so weird, his behavior is so weird, although i guess not really.

just appears like he is second guessing himself once again.

i played it cool and friendly and my usual cute self.

kept conversation light, stuck to sports, the penguins winning cup and my yankees beating his mets

he actually asked what i was doing today, because he heard my son telling someone on the phone that was taking him to the local amusement park.

he came into my bedroom and sat on the bed with me watching tv.

he did his usual, im leaving now, so i was like, hnag out alittle longer, lets watch tv together. and he did.

he told me he would come tomorrow again after work, i said ok.

im sure he will call me later, im trying to keep myself from texting or calling him first.


me: 31
H:29
Son:5
m:8 years in november
t:10 years
first bomb: 10/06
moved home: 3/08 out again 5/08
ow bomb: 4/08, since summer 06
d filed:6/08, on hold 6/08
moved home:3/09 out again 5/09